18.. confused and indecisive..

• OMG someone needs to help me la wei.. I am at my wits end and I dunno what to do right now.. I know I'm already 18 and I should be making good decisions bout my future but I really dunno what to do anymore.. I tot going to A-levels was supposed to be buying me time.. But now, I'm almost 85% sure I wanna do psychology.. What's the point in remaining in a PE class rite, since I'm not gonna be needing Chem and Phy anymore? PLUS they're so difficult to score in as well..

• And so, last Thurs I already made the desicion that I will be going off to ADP instead, to start afresh and to pursue my dreams of studying psychology.. I tot I cleared things up, until I spoke to Jacob and he made me doubt my decision again.. He said that it's risky doing ADP, because a lot of the subjects you choose and do here might not be transferable to US.. In my case it's worse, cuz I'm planning to transfer to Aus and not US.. So the chances of my subjects not being recognised are even higher..

• And now, what do I do? I just sent an e-mail to University of Queensland, to enquire bout the prerequisites and the list of recognised subjects so I can transfer there successfully through ADP.. If Taylors ADP does not offer their prerequisites, I'll have to go Help.. And if really Help oso dun have the subjects they want, what the HELL am I supposed to do then?

• Stay in A-levels, suffer with Chem and Phy then do my degree? This option is highly possible.. The problem would be that if my results are not good enough, I might not even GET into University of Queensland and I can't even apply for scholarship.. Cuz seriously, A-levels is not a just a walk through the park la k..

• Or another option I tot might be possible is to go and do Foundation in Arts for a yr, then go on to degree in psych? I know by doing this I dun save any time, and I would need to check if my scholarship is transferable.. But the pros are that it MIGHT be easier than doing A-levels, thus not so much suffering studying things unrelated to Psych and hopefully can boost chances of getting scholarship..

• Pls someone, anyone.. If you really have any suggestions that might help me in ANY way, pls pls let me know.. Advice very much appreciated.. But if you wanna talk shit bout me being irresponsible for not making desicions earlier and being indecisive, don't.. I already feel very bad as it is..