life became a whole lot more complicated when I turned 18

• Life became a whole lot more complicated when I turned 18.

• Studies became way harder when I stepped foot into college.
• The people became very much different when I got pulled out of my comfort zone.
• Time scheduling and prioritising became all messed up because of many new unforeseen circumstances.
• Friends became further away.
• Relationships became harder to define.
• Mother getting more protective.
• Feelings became more jumbled up.
• I don't feel like I am myself at times, when I'm around all this "new" people.
• I feel like I have to scrutinise people even more closely.
• Gosh, things are hard la.