=not very stable at the moment=

• Yup, I'm not feeling so stable la.. I think I'm having Pms.. There's just no way of running from Pms la huh..
• As I type out this bloody post, I'm in tears..
• I dunno la, maybe it's cuz I'm all alone at home, so everything is just getting to me..
• No really, I wanna stress that I am NOT going through an emo time, it's just at the spur of the moment oni..
• I was just going through my pictures, and I stopped when I saw the pictures of us..
• I looked into our eyes in the pic and the tears just came flowing..
• Life is never fair.. We never get what we want..
• Nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have..
• I'm the only person who knows how much I want it..
• Many may say that they understand, but as long as they don't feel the way I feel, they'll never understand..
• At times even I don't understand myself..
• So many say that I'm strong.. But I ask myself, am I?? Really??
• I quote Gabriella from HSM3, "I ran out of goodbyes.."
• I don't know if I have the strength to say that goodbye when it comes..

• +Dear God, if you're not gonna give me what I want, then don't even let me see it.. Cuz when I get even a glimpse of it, everything becomes harder..To see, to know and most importantly to feel what that can never be mine.. It breaks my heart and it hurts a million times more.. And it's cruel to do something like that to me.. I beg you not to..+