my pathetic list..

• I am bored..
• I do NOT wanna go to school tomorrow..
• I do NOT want holidays to end..
• I miss my chemistry tuition mangkuks ~Renu, Naim, Phoeb and Lis~
• They are the only reason I'm going to school tomorrow..
• They are also the few people who can make me laugh these days..
• I need to start studying for trials..
• I need someone to FORCE me to study..
• I MUST stop procrastinating..
• I hate my life..
• No freedom, no say in anything, no control over what happens..
• Complications always happen..
• Overthinking makes things worse..
• Wrong decisions causes regret..
• Staying the same brings about hurt..
• If I know all this, WHY do I still do everything I'm not supposed to??
• I need a psychologist, a professional one..