Find the strength...

Hey, everyone.. Thank God!! I found my sign.. I really did.. I cannot believe I doubted God's plans for me.. This goes out especially to all my 5 Intan classmates.. Be strong you guys.. Know that we'll always be there for each other.. They can separate us physically but mentally, we always have each other in our minds.. God has his reasons for everything.. He does not cause them, but he allows them and if he is going to allow things to happen, he definitely knows what he's doing.. which is why, God knows that this is happening to us and he has his reasons..True, we might think that he's teaching us a lesson.. to appreciate our friends and the times we have.. and we might want another chance.. but if the chance is not here, God has his reasons.. We have to trust him and whatever he has in store for us.. I thought I don't have the strength to accept everything that has been thrown at me this past week.. I even thought that maybe I lied to myself and everyone in the world saying that I'm strong and that I'm ok.. I prayed for a sign, that God is with me.. and he gave me the sign I need.. however little it maybe, it's helping.. It's from the song "Shout to the Lord".. the 2 very lines.. "my comfort, my shelter, tower of refuge and strength".. that lines made all the difference when we sang the song in church ystd.. It opened my eyes and I realise all my strength came from God.. All I need to do is turn to him and ask for it.. then I was oso worried bout what to do it the future.. saying that I'm scared cuz i dunno wat's it.. and I cant control it.. but today again in church, father's homily cleared that up for me oso.. We cant always be so sure in life.. We want to be but we cant.. God is the one in control of it and it's all up to him.. So we gotta surrender ourselves to him.. and he'll decide what we do in our lives.. Jeremiah 29:11 "I know my plans for you, plans to save you and not to harm you.. Plans for your future and plans of hope"..