letters to noelle
marked-up cardboard boxes fell
i fell with them
crushed like them, i am
letters to noelle
years of waiting, nothing fading
emptied out my pen
carved the rest into my hand
letters to noelle
written from my darkest cell
filling up my wishing well
waiting on their return
but the driveway's clear
you prayed for silence
step into my quiet violence
do you see pictures in my words?
standing still, i'm moving faster
searching for my next disaster
you're gonna get what you deserve
letters to noelle
i see 'em in a box inside a case
that she keeps locked up in a place
i'll never be
letters to noelle
i emptied out my veins onto a page
set to a scream you just can't gauge
she cannot see what's inside of me
but the driveway's clear
you prayed for silence
step into my quiet violence
do you see pictures in my words?
standing still, i'm moving faster
searching for my next disaster
you're gonna get what you deserve
but the driveway's clear
you prayed for silence
step into my quiet violence
she smiles taking off her shirt
standing still, this world moves faster
i'm gonna bet my next disaster
you're gonna get what you deserve
but the driveway's clear
you prayed for silence
step into my quiet violence
do you see pictures in my words?
standing still, i'm moving faster
searching out my next disaster
you're gonna get what you deserve
letters to noelle
tightened ribbons in my brain
obsession don't give way to pain
i know that now
i know that nowWhite dress, torture in disguise, pointing flashlight right into my eyes
Sharp pain every single night - every day I fight a hopeless fight
Look, over thirty years I've wished that I was dead
Somebody, help me out, 'coz I'm tied down to my bed
I'm looking for someone to release me
I'm waiting for an angel from my dream
I'm talking to all of you around me
I'm asking you - tell me can you hear my silent scream?
Dear God gave me such a life full of pain, it's sharp just like a knife
I can think, but I can not tell, what's life to you to me is hell
I hear the storm outside - first drop just hit the roof
I'd die to see the rain, but I can't .. move
.. If living is my cross, so let me die or crucify me now,
but tell me, can you hear my silent scream?
Time stays still - only I can feel when the darkness will appear
Every day I wished away my fear