stress, disappointment, anger and frustration...

this is really amazing cuz so far i have NEVER updated my blog 2 days in a row.. but desperate times call for desperate measures.. today was not a very good day la.. it was so bad till i cried.. lol.. haven done dat in a while.. i know i can laugh bout it now, but wen i was in sch today, i was so angry n all.. just felt so upset bout everything dat has happened..

firstly, we just got our debate topics ystd.. n we found out dat all other schs got it almost 3 weeks ago.. amazing huh??it's so super unfair.. now we're lk at a severe disadvantage.. n i blame this all on our "AMAZING" PPD... every other PPD made sure their sch get da topics early so they can prepare.. but NOOOOO.. our PPD couldn't care less and i quote teacher, "we're treated lk 3rd class citizens here".. Best thing is, they wanted us to go at least to quarter finals.. but they dun provide coaches, dun give us da topics earlier.. super sucky la they all.. ish.. no9w they will not even provide us with accommodation.. they wan us to leave kjg at 5am on da day of da competition.. i'm not kidding you.. 5 bloody AM!!! something is seriously wrong wit them la.. brain damaged ppl.. After hearing all dis frm teacher, i feel really bad dat i pushed so hard for us to go to states.. I never realised she has to go through so much just to bring us there.. so i kinda feel guilty and bad bout it.. da way she spoke today, it showed dat she truly is under a lot of pressure n dat she has a lot to do.. In addition to all dis, there r ppl who just pissed me off today.. their inconsiderateness, their selfishnessness and two faced lying character.. it's so difficult to deal with da fact cuz those ppl happen to be frens.. so obviously, i got extremely hurt n upset.. with all da other things going on, i broke down n cried la.. it seemed lk da whole world was going against me.. n it's a very difficult thing to deal with at trying times lk this.. So ya da whole purpose of dis post is just for me to release my anger.. cuz at times it gets really difficult bottling everything up inside.. and i have been tahaning lotsa stuff for quite sum time edi.. so it felt good to let it go la after so long.. neway, im feeling much better now n dis really helps.. so will be back soon la.. on sumthing less emo.. lol.. take care..